"Around the World, Down the Prime Meridian..."

As you sleep, Finn, I stroke the world onto your forehead

cheeks

chin

Circling, drawing the lines of our planet with my fingers

Transferring the love of your great grandfather into your skin

Just as we did to your mother.

"Around the world

Down the Prime Meridian..."

You sleep, your eyes playing beneath their lids

Soaking in the words, the touch.

Are you dreaming of where you were three days ago?

You were hiding behind your brother Jack

Feet down

Ready to make a surprise entry

like a parachuter.

I can't even remember what it felt like to believe

that your mother was having only one baby.

It feels...

incomplete.

We waited that bright Saturday

waited for "the baby"

sitting outside in the sunshine

in the buffeting wind

at a cafe table

outside Capers

where your parents met

We waited

watching two men play UpWords

the same game your grandad and I played

when I was in labour.

Every movement on 4th was a sign

The woman pushing a bicycle

humming

The pregnant women heading

to Semperviva

yoga mats tucked under their arms

Heading to the noon class

where your mother was supposed to be...

...where you would have been

Child's pose

Listening to the music chosen by your mother.

But you weren't at that class

You were with your mum and dad

at home

in the tub

hidden behind Jack

waiting to be born...

...waiting to surprise everyone!

"Across the Equator

Tropic of Cancer

Tropic of Capricorn

North Pole

South Pole

Mount Everest

Mariana Trench..."

You have always been with us

and we never knew it

You have always been part of our bodies

our planet

You have always been...

"Tundra..."

...Blue Pacific"

Tomorrow I will stroke

the cartography of love

into your brother's face...

(Finn, the hidden water fairy, was only discovered a few minutes after his older brother, Jack, was joyfully born into his mother and father's arms, at home, on Saturday afternoon. Finn then declared his presence, kicking the midwife's hand... "Jack was not alone! I'm here!" Then, over an hour later, Finn, already master of the great entrance, responded to his mum's pushes and came, splash, feet first, before a large audience in the hospital...

Bright surprises can still happen in this world!)

Jacquie Munro - Grandma to Jack and Finn, Vancouver Doula, Slow Birth